Almost May

It's almost freaking MAY people! Holy guacamole. It's almost the 5th month of the year- which means we are ALMOST halfway through yet ANOTHER YEAR! Ok that might be pushing it a bit but still... insane. I haven't been posting as much these days and that isn't due to not having any time, it's due to lack of interest. My life as busy as it is, has actually slowed down quite a bit these days. Juggling a 11 week old isnt as hard as a 4-6wk old. We have a pretty solid routine these days (i say that all the time- because once you get settled in one thing, Henry will change it up so you have to re-organize your life every few weeks). He goes to bed around 9, Kev and I try to make it in there by 9:30 no later than 10pm. I wake at 3:30 to pump and Henry wakes at 4am to eat. We head back to bed by 4:30 and sleep as late as 8:30am. We start our day with breakfast and the Today show, and its seemingly easy after that.

I have a lot of empty time that I fill with getting the house back together- it gets trashed every night and every afternoon I clean it up again. I just have been so tired, and lethargic, un-motivated, almost bored. I feel like I have over-come just a large obstacle- the dust has settled and I find myself twiddling my fingers going 'this is it? What next?'. I am almost considering working the evenings or weekends or wishing we had family members to watch Henry so I could go work occasionally and not have to consider day care. Don't get me wrong I love staying at home, I love Henry and watching him grow and taking care of him 24/7 but I am looking for something new, exciting, challenging. Something to get me out of the house and mingle. Im still looking into what that might be- maybe with the May flowers budding and the weather warming up I may just find that I will spend lots of time outside and be pleased with fresh air.

We are currently chilling after a quick dinner- Henry is playing on his beloved play mat and Zoey is diligently watching Kevin out the window as he cleans my car :D I did as much as I could do today - which isn't much. Having a baby in a carseat and Zozo tied up to the gardrail equaled a not so productive spring cleaning of Betty White 2. Cleaning her up for our roadtrip down to NKY for Easter. Visiting with Kevin's side of the family and then toodling on back to Cleveland. Short and sweet. I haven't spent Easter with my family in 4 years! :( poo.

Well like I said, I don't have much inspiration, or anything I am crazed to write about. So until that magic strikes I will just be writing these boring random blogs to pass the time. Im now off to nap because this mamma was up allll night. Henry decided he wanted to wake up at 1:30 and not go back to bed until 3 and then wake up again at 6am. Joy.

nIghty nite

LC